I’m tiddling out from an idea [[My Paper System]].
This system is quite messy and consists of two diaries, some exercise books, pens and pencil crayons. One is from last year and I started using the pages that I didn’t use. There are a lot of blank pages and its nice paper.
I like the feel of the paper and the feel of pen on the paper. In fact multiple nano-rewards came my way before I really stated to get going.
I set off a stopwatch on my phone. The idea was sparked by realising that I am spending a lot of time on TikTok while in bed. I thought I would spend the time on My Paper System (MPS) instead.
MPS includes my laptop. It’s pleasing that its the same size as my paper diaries. I decided to listen to some music and remembered that when I first got a laptop I listened to The Stochastic Hit Parade a lot. I was researching Jackson Pollock. I was a student studying visual art and The Stochastic Hit Parade came up in a search. It was the early days of Wifi and streaming. The whole set-up made me feel I was living in a modern time.
Bethany Ryker is still going on WFMU. I noticed she’s made a program on Paul Klee [1]
Working on the kitchen table on a Sunday morning with my TiddlyWiki (running on Node.js) on my laptop playing Bethany with a nice little messy arrangement of diaries, a pen roll and other stuff put me the zone.
Part of my MessScape on the table is Visual Thinking by Temple Grandin. I like to see The Mess as something similar to the material left by the sea at a high tide. My diary indicated to me that today is a full moon. Full Moon on a Sunday! What a great time!
MPS includes a CTW5 - a TiddlyWiki running on Node in the Comet Browser. The idea is to use this as an index card system that can index all The Messes I temporarily create.
I’m conciously creating a system that has enough depth on interest to keep me off TikTok. I thought I’d build my own Attention / Reward System around my own stuff.
I liked the expression Joe Armstrong said about Jeremy - that he was a human garbage collector. I’m trying to use TW to collect my garbage from the Tide Line I’ve created by My Mess.
Before I stopped listening to Andrew Huberman I pickup up the expression “dopamine stacking”. He used to describe pathological addictive behaviour and I’ve borrowed it and re-purposed it. He also talks about ADHD minds wanting to form Pile Files - pile of stuff, mess. What if this mess is part of an extended mind? What if loosing things and then finding them has benefits to the creative process?
Alex
[1] A440 / Stochastic Hit Parade with Bethany Ryker from 8/14/2022 - WFMU AccuPlayer